really, really frustrated with my art course now cause i'm doing CALLIGRAPHY at this last final almost-finishing-the-course stage and i'm totally stuck! stuck meaning i can't get the assignments done acceptably. i sit there for so long with these pens that have like a million nibs (called speedball pens) and a bottle of ink and try over and over again to write out one sheet of alphabet that looks proper. AUGH, it's killing me..

I'M SO BAD AT THIS CALLIPGRAPHY .. STUFFFF!

so that's what's up with my art life now. other than stressing over that, i'm still making ordered cards. abandoned my pencils and brushes, just temporarily.

i wonder what i'm supposed to do in life..
once in a while cliche abit cannot meh.. i'm really wondering what.